Gembira + Sedih

Saturday, July 30, 2011 10:43 AM ♥


Aku ada dua rasa yg berbeza waktu ni . First, aku rasa gembira . Second, aku rasa sedih .
Berita gembira Hi-chan dh balik .
Berita sedih ; Aku kena lepaskan "kamu" . Demi kamu dan dia . Takpelah aku mengalah utk dia. Cheers :)


Semalam aku tgok cite indon kt astro Bintang tetibe ade lagu ni . Layanzz jer...

"Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku
Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu
Jika cinta dia kucoba mengerti
Mungkin kau bukan cinta sejati dihidupku"



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Acer Aspire One

Friday, July 29, 2011 2:31 PM ♥


T_T Yih...nape webcame not detected ? Ape yg tak kena ? Aku rase aritu okey je tetibe tak dpt detect ni apesal =_= susah tau tak aku nk buat v.blog ! Agaaga....nampaknye kena beli webcame yg berasingan tu lah. Oh ya, aritu Abah dh beli utk computer tapi dh tak tau kemane. Huhu . Nanti aku nak beli lah yg bentuk comel2 sikit & aku igt nak beli headphone sekali yg mcm DJ tu.
( org pnggil headphone ke ? ) Papejela...
Kat Minitoons ade byk yg cantik and menarik ! Huu...nak beli nak beli . Tapi. . . . uwang aku T_T . . dh cadang nak beli kasut but, baju , skirt .... alaa. =_= AND ! ade agi....tetibe aku nak handycam pulak.
Huh....mengada2 btol . ( ckp kt diri sndiri xp )


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MALAYSIA VS SINGAPURA

Thursday, July 28, 2011 10:55 PM ♥


yih.....M'sia kalah ! Singapura tak betol ! Apelaaaa...Dah la byk acting je . Cedera konon . cehh..
Nyampah aku ! Huh ... well, M'sia dh buat yg terbaek . Keep it up .
- Khairul Fahmi ( goalkeeper) Terbaekk ! Takde sape dpt gantikan goalkeeper yg terbest mcm dia.
Huuuuu~~~~~~~

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M

Tuesday, July 26, 2011 12:45 AM ♥


Start with capital M , end with the capital N.

Sorry ek . Slh Yumi jugak . Bkn slh kamu je . Yumi tahu lah ape yg kamu rasa . Tak perlu nk terangkan kot . Hehe . Yumi plak, dh tau benda tu pasti berlaku tetap jugak degil masih berharap.
Well, takde papelah . Yumi sentiasa Okey . Agipon yumi nak dekat SPM . So, yumi tak ambil pot sgt pun ttg hal tu . Same goes as you :D

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23 July 2011

Sunday, July 24, 2011 8:04 AM ♥


Tarikh tu tarikh skolah aku mengadakan Karnival mesra rakyat & Perasmian sekolah.
Aku dtg kesekolah pkul 6.30 pagi. Ngn muke yg tak makeup...tetibe ade lak yg nk tngkap gmbr aku. Senyum je la. =_=
Mmg meriah btol sepanjang hari ! Dan mmg memenatkan lebih2 lagi peniaga ; mcm aku .
=__= Mse dok kt gerai tu lah paling bosan. Dah lah tmpt tersorok mnelah org nk nmpk.
Aku bosan dok setempat je. Nak jalan2 gak. So, aku pegi la jln2 tinggalkan gerai aku. Adk aku yg jaga sbb katenye nk *kormesial lebih sikit* huhu.

Tgoklah tuu ~ Comel kan aku susun ?? huhu..
Tu kakak2 senior 2 thn lepas yg tgh nk beli handmade aku. thanks !

*Sblh aku jual buku pts. Byk gak org beli buku2 tu..aku pon teringin nk beli tp tgok2 adk aku afza tu dh beli...hakhak .

Tgoklah tu~ Kawaiikish ~
mama siap pegang kipas panda lagi ~
Hukhuk !

Kesimpulannye . Onigiri buatan sendiri awal2 lagi dah abis . Kebanyakkannya budak2 cina lah yg beli sbb diorg tahu onigiri tu ape. Yg lain2 tu tgok je pastu bleh agi tnyr " bleh mkn ke?" =.=
Klu tak leh mkn wat ape aku jual. apelaa..
Marshmellow pon sme. Ada yg tnyr "halal ke?" =__='' Of course la halal ! Aku beli makanan tgok cop halal dlu bru beli ! Klu tak halal watpe aku jual ? Berdosa plak nti....huh. Tak suke lah bile org tnyr camtu...igt aku ni ape ? Tak pikir halal haram ke psl mknn ?

Lupekan psl tu...meh aku cite psl handmade aku. Byk jugak yg abis...tinggal apple, poring,strawberry,donut je. Aku buat terlalu byk style yg sme sbb tu tak berminat kot. Yg bear,panda,rabbit,domo sume abis awal2 agi...hahak! Oke aku dh tau korang2 sume ni minat yg jenis camne. Huhu.

Tiap kali aku jln ade je yg pndang aku. Siap ade yg tegur .." adk, style ape ni ??"
Ish3 tak penah tgok bju lollita ke ? Ni style jepun . haiyoo.

Bosan lah jln tanpa boyfriend. -.- Jln ngn kwn2 pmpuan lain....tak same. Huh..
Ade org tuu hepy jer sbb dpt sme2 ngn gf/bf dorang. Jeles aku dibuatnye. -.-

Dlm pkul 5 aku dh kemas brg cz org sblh aku dh kemas2 nk balik dh..xkan tinggal aku sorang je kot. Aku kemas la gak. Then marshmellow aku msih byk... aku wat keputusan jaja kt org2 yg tgh tgok superstar...."BELI LAH BELI LAH MARSHMELLOW NI!! first2 aku jaja kt kwn2 yg rapat ngn aku je...pastu bru pegi kt org lain. Pergh......malu siot =.= tp nak wat camne kne jual gak smpai abis klu tak modal aku tak balik .
Kah3.... aku pakse org beli. Beli lah marshmellow seringgit jer.
Mcm2 reaksi dorang.... ade yg nmpk aku trus tutup muke. o.0 Ade yg bleh pulak wat lawak -.-
Ade yg beli sbb terpakse. Ade yg beli mmg btol2 ske marshmellow ! Ade yg beli sbb nk tlong aku abiskan jualan. Uhuk3 makacih~ terharu sgt...
Mcm2 ! haha....



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Thursday, July 21, 2011 11:38 PM ♥


Warghhh! Bencinye aku! time2 gini lah jerawat nak tumbuh kt hidung pulak !!!
=___= kne letak toner byk2 ni bg surut. benci benci !

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Princess story

Monday, July 11, 2011 4:32 PM ♥




Dup dup dup... arghh !!!!
Aku masih fobia masih trauma masih takut nak berdepan dgn realiti.
Sampai skrg aku masih tak percaya yg aku berada dlm REALITI !!
Selama ni pun aku dlm dunia aku je. Apa saja yg aku buat itu dunia aku bkn sesiapa.
Tapi skrg aku btol2 sedar. Mmg dah TERSEDAR ! Aku cuma khayal sorang2 =.=
Mcm org gila pulak eh.

Bermula sejak aku berkenalan ngn ibu leler dan aku cuba rapatkan diri dgn keluarga dia. Bkn nk mengada2 tp aku prihatin dan ambil berat psl leler. Aku & mama selalu berbual2 ngn ibu dia melalui phone. Itu yg buat aku rse nak dkt kan diri ngn ibunya; padahal pd mulanya aku mmg tak suka bergaul,berbual,ambil tau psl org yg tua dari aku. Mmg aku tak suka berckp pun. Tapi ntah kenapa aku mula tertarik nk dekatkan diri ngn keluarga org lain ni. Haih...

Itu permulaan sehinggalah suatu hari ada sesuatu perkara yg aku tak expect tlh merosakkan segala2nya disebabkan aku. Aku tak tau... jgn slhkan aku...aku btol2 tak tahu & tak fhm !
Aku kena mrh and everything oleh parent dia. Hah ! No one penah marah aku sebegitu rupe even my parent pon takde marah2 sambil pandang rendah/hina aku camtu. Yeah, maybe for the first time aku rasa begitu...hihihi trima kasihlah sbb sedarkan saya. Aku tak berdendam pun walaupun perkara tu perit aku nk telan . Aku tlh jadikan sbg pengajaran dlm hidup aku :)

Since that time, aku dh takut nk berhadapan ngn parent org lain. Tak kira lah kwn aku punye parent ke, cousin ke or spe2 je lah ! Pokoknya aku takut . Dan baru sebentar td aku bkk fb slh sorang kwn aku punya ibu dia... tetibe geletar tgn aku nk "click" photo or wall post. =.=.

That's why aku kata aku skrg tlh msuk alam realiti bkn lagi fantasy. Realiti ni mcm2 kan yg kita akan hadapi ? Teruklah......tp nk wat camne sbg manusia biasa kena hadapilah semua tu.



I am not CRUEL

Let's me explain . Hehe.

Aku tak kejam . Tak pernah kejam sblom ni tapi skrg mmg aku dh mula kejam. Aku rasa bersalah sgt. Aku sukakan 3 org dlm satu masa . ( Suka je bkn jd boyfriend pun )
Act, org yg aku btol2 suka tu sorang je . Yg 2 lagi tu tetiba muncul balik dlm hidup aku membuatkan aku rasa berslh dan serba slh dan arrghhh...sakit kepala aku pikir. =_= kenapa dorang wat camni ? Are you pulling my leg ? sengaja nk main2kan perasaan aku ? Atau korang dh menyesal permainkan aku then korang rindu kt aku then sng2 nk dtg balik ?
Ish...aku tak percayalah walaupun aku cuba nak percayakan kalian. =.= Maaflah.
Tapi...kita masih kawan . Kawan itu kan forever . Hehe . Apepon aku tak akan kejam pd kalian.
Kita masih dpt berbual, berborak, bercerita sbg kwn mcm biase..


Sayonara


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Failed voice !

Friday, July 8, 2011 7:03 PM ♥


I dont care at all about my voice ( i know sound like kuek)... This is just for fun ok!

Make an on-line slideshow at www.OneTrueMedia.com

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Bokura Ga Ita-Aishiteru

1:14 PM ♥



I'm so sad, I'm so sad
I could just cry.
There's no value on all of these tears that I've shed.

I wonder if I'm reflected
in your precious eyes?

I wonder how I can always be happy
on the windowsill where the sunshine always falls?

I hide my true feelings and the thumping of my heart.
As always.
The pain of not being able to understand each other burns.

I want to smile, I want to smile, down to the core of my heart.
I'll open up to you
about how I pretend to be strong, about how I'm weak,
about what happened yesterday.
about everything that means nothing.
I will continue to love you forever.
Take my arm and let's walk. Yeah!

The seasons leave only me behind
and take my precious person away, don't they?

I look for you, I look for you,
I'm always looking for you.
but when I find that person, is it really you?

I'm so sad, I'm so sad,
I could cry.
How much feeling must I give to be able to embrace you?

Ah, I want to smile, I want to smile,
throwing everything away.
I'll open up to you
about yesterday, about tomorrow.
about our future and everything, so much that I can't take it all myself.

You don't have to promise me anything.
Let's just keep walking. Yeah!

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My own voice

Monday, July 4, 2011 11:16 PM ♥


I know my voice so worse. hahahhaa!

Setiap pertemuan mestilah ada perpisahan. Btol tak ?? Even family,friends or boyfriend ..
Hahahahahaha ! Even kejap ke lama ke....
kira perpisahan gak la tu. -.-
Sedih btol kan bile org yg kite syg tetibe akan pegi berjauhan ngn kite.
Aku prefer lagu ni yg bersesuai ngn ape yg aku rse skrg.
Layanz jer ok walaopun suare aku xsdp mcm ape tah !
Oh ya, That cute horse/donkey from Mikun.
~TQ~

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My dear Hi

Saturday, July 2, 2011 11:46 PM ♥


I'm not fool. Please, don't fooling me again and I still can't believe you. I'm sorry. You said you had changed. Yeah, I know you already changed too much. But I'm so sorry my dear. I can't accept you for this second-third-forth chance. You still cannot heal my pain even whatever you try to give me a big smile. I'm hurts...
And I 'm worried if I can't make you happy during me and you. Sorry again and again. This is the last time . I don't give you a hope for more . Try to understand and I don't want you heartbroken because of me and my behaviour .
Please !!! Take your soul and forget about what happen between us before. Only one demand from me....
Please, be happy while i'm not around you anymore.


* for girls yg nk sgt rampas dia dr aku dlu kan, ^^ take care of him with full of love .



I don't want to hurt you.

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=__=

2:14 PM ♥


Hahahahhahahahahahaha!!!!!
Adoii....pecah perut aku gelak . Adoii....
Amir amir...oo amir...adik lelaki aku yg sorang tu....aduhai..
-.- nk tackle bdk pmpuan xsusah lah kne pandai gne ayat tu jer !
Yg amir g ckp straight to the point kt bdk tu knpe...confurm bdk tu tolak mentah2...ish, tak macho langsung .
(Wat malu aku je jd kakak dia ) =_=


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